Korea trip in Oct 2016

For the past few month, I can't decide when should I go back to Korea,  
And finally I have confirmed and decided I will head back in Oct
Wanted to take Singapore Airline, so I was waiting for the air ticket fare to decrease but it's is only getting more and more expensive
But I was lucky to find quite cheap ticket with Asiana Airline.
I was able to book my ticket at SGD 700 only !!! Which is consist as super cheap !!!  

Because I had booked my air ticket to Korea, It has been confirm I will be in Korea for 9 days
But I have not decided how many days I want to spend in Jeju, how many days in Seoul
Although I know I will spend most of my time in Jeju but I am thinking if I really want to spend so many days alone in Korea. Was thinking if I want to take a short de-route to Osaka which I did not spend so much time when I was there.

I'm not going to do anything for the time being first.
Going to wait till the time closer than come and slowly book for accommodation and my Jeju flight.
Since recently I will be quite buy with work, so it is a good thing I put this a side first.
But this is the first time I barely plan anything after I confirm a trip.
Think I'm not going to do much planning for this trip,
Maybe just go there and decide what should I do, go where I want. 

Should have not ....

I should not have accept the job. 

If I have not accept the job, I don't need to feel bad. 

If I have not accept the job, I don't need to feel afraid. 

I was about the part time job that I accept. 

Because my employer for this job kept stressing me to finish the job as soon as possible, so to finish the job as soon as possible, I took some of old picture that I use for other employer and use for them. 

I admit this is not a good thing but it does not mean that I did not do my best. 

Because I had no time to do during the weekend, I had to rush back home after work everyday just to do it. I did that for almost a month, then I was able to finish it faster 

I felt bad doing it but if I did not do that, I really don't know how long will it take for me to finish.  

I asked my employer to check on the things that I round up everything. 

I don't know if he really did check or not first before accepting the final blog that I done. 

Few weeks after that, my ex-empolyer called me and asked did I know about this blog ? And if I was the one who do the blog ? as the blog has quite a few things are quite similar as their blog. At that moment I nearly wanted to just hang up the phone. I start to feel afraid and start making up thing to cover it first. (I was at the airport waiting for the flight to go on vacation!!!) 

My current employer called a few time, trying to ask me to add some details for him but I refuse to answer this call. And then my friend called me, ask how I was doing and ask why I refuse to answer my employer's call. I told him I was on vacation that is why I didn't answer his call and also explain to him my worries. He just said there is nothing for you to feel bad or afraid when you did nothing wrong, and I should have just call him and tell him about this. he is about to help if there is a need. I feel much better after talking to him. So I called my employer after I came back from the vacation. But I don't know how should I face him when I go back to Korea. 

I should have just reject the job in the first place.   

I should have not do this job.... 

  

Pls stay strong - Kumamoto

Just almost three weeks ago, I was there
I was there visiting Kumamoto castle unplanned
And today half of it was destroy.
Destroy by the earthquake

I will never forget the beauty that they show me when I was there
I was happy that I decided to go there last minute.

We always have to face all kinds of unexpected things in life.  
You never know what will happen the next moment
Who will know that there will be a earthquake that will spoil the beauty just three weeks after.

I hope that the people of Kumamoto to stay strong and believe in themselves.
Things will only get better as time go by.
I never forgot you
I will pray for you
Pls pray for Kumamoto.